So much truth in this old thread :
I finally understood why my last few years on the elder body were so problematic. My difficulty sprung from actually believing in the principles taught about the role of the conscience, the understanding of the word minister, "Rights or Duties, Which?", etc.
Something clicked when I read this and the opening post. I too was a young elder at that time. I know now why it all seemed better back then. We had a common-sense attitude to it all that stayed with my generation of elders , but is certainly lost now on this rule book bunch of dozos.
I have left completely , Sis Blues has had tough times trying to explain the concept of conscience to younger elders . They don't get it..
Thank you TMS