Ray Franz mentioned that some when he was on the GB were realistic about the issues with the religion, that they were just doing the best they could.
How about COs or DOs? The traveling guys really are in a precarious spot should they ever doubt.
My father was a very open minded CO. He did not believe only JWs will survive Armageddon, encouraged higher education, and appreciated material things. He felt the religion was a good way of life. He never read my site. I asked him to, just to understand where I was coming from, but he did not want to. I think he felt he had too much to lose if he had doubts and developed a negative attitude towards the religion.