Man that is a good question. My fade began 5 months ago so I haven't thought about this. I suppose I will go, because I am not 100% sure of what Ibelieve yet other than the WT organization is just another end times religion and doesn't represent God.
I think if I did not go, it would start a higher level against me. Right now I am probably considered weak, and I have made clear I am not immoral, secretly sinning, or disavowing God. So far so good.
But if I don't go to Memorial, I think it will start a mess. i think at that point people figure you have turned on God, and i could ramp up some aggretion against me that I wouldn't want. Plus I could make my wife upset.
Not sure. I don't want to contribute to the number that is touted.