Hello everyone, just wanted to say hi and introduce myself.
I am a mid 30's just stepped aside elder, who just couldn't handle it anymore.
I am a 3rd generation born-in and former pioneer and bethelite. It has been a log somewhat confusing ride for me, but I am finally settling in to realizing that I need to really look at what me and my family are doing.
Its funny though what really got me here... it wasn't the 40 year old men telling me they were looking at boobies on the computer and hoping not to get in trouble, it wasn't the watching young people bail left and right, it wasn't the ever changing new light etc... but a simple thought.
What about the Dinka, the American Indians, the Chinese etc... Not just the fact that we are not reaching them with the message of the bible - but if everyone on the ARK new and worshipped Jehovah why was it when they got off the ARK they just totally said screw that and once again almost the entire earth was ignoring JEHOVAH. WOuldn't that lead to a society similar to the one that was just destroyed with the exception that there were no NEPHELIM?
Why would Jehovah ignore all these people and just focus on ABraham? But here is the kicker - if you would have been born anywhere in the work outside of Israel you get a free pass to everlasting life. So all those Africans / Asians / Europeans / Aboriginesesesesesesese have no idea who the true god is, they get to live a carefree life in this system and then get resurrected to a PARADISE EARTH were they will live for 1000 years free from any sickness etc and if they stay faithful undre perfect conditions will live forever(who wouldn't believe that this GOD IS RIGHT and adhere to his laws in that setting???)
On the other hand I worship god faithfully for 10 - 70 years preaching and bam... I watch some gay porn and I die.