Poor, poor Yadirf. Now I understand why you're so mean and rotten most of the time: you understand that the organization you worship is comprised of men so stupid that they've been deceived by Satan for at least 90 years, whereas we "apostates" see the matter of 1914 clearly, and you're frustrated so you take it out on those who point out the many lunacies in the Watchtower system. It's no wonder you're disfellowshipped, having told the wrong ones among your JW "friends" what you really think. Of course, you're an even worse "apostate" than a lot of us are, because we don't think Satan has deceived the "faithful and discreet slave" -- we know that they've thoroughly deceived themselves, in ways ranging from the 1914 nonsense to actually thinking they've been appointed by God to a position of spiritual authority over everyone else.
Your problem, Yadirf, is that you're a fence sitter. You're too cowardly to take a step fully in any direction and take the consequences thereof. You won't continue with the standard JW practice of prostituting your mind to the Society, which would relieve you of all sorts of mental burdens. You're afraid of the consequences of doing so because you've done it before and it eats you up inside. On the other hand you're too cowardly to admit what all on this forum see -- that JW leaders are self-appointed liars who want worship for themselves -- and so you deceive yourself with the hope that eventually those crooked men in Brooklyn will straighten out. You're too cowardly to accept at face value the Bible's practical counsel that "that which is crooked cannot be made straight". Your cowardice is the source of your fear, and your fear breeds the anger that is so evident to all who observe you.
Why not just bite the bullet and admit that JW leaders are a spiritually corrupt group that will never change short of the deaths of those who comprise it? Do you really think that God would want to use men for any good purpose who are so full of themselves that they refuse to listen to counsel from outside their own insular, ivory-tower little cadre? You know very well that Watchtower publications are full of deceptions, often deliberate and outright, and all with the full approval and imprimateur of the Governing Body. Do you honestly think that God would ever approve of men who have made a career of deceiving themselves and others?
Your notion that Daniel 11 will somehow be fulfilled upon the JW organization is purely wishful thinking. It has as much foundation as the claim of JW leaders to comprise a "faithful and discreet slave". These men are masters of declaring the righteous wicked and the wicked among them righteous. According to the Bible God hates such men. How is it that you refuse to see this?
Your posts are full of hatred and vitriol. You're no more a Christian than you are a rocket scientist. Probably less. You'd like to be a Christian but the indignities you've suffered at the hands of the JW organization have warped your thinking so badly that you can't recognize that they've beaten you to a pulp, spiritually speaking. Really, Yadirf, your relationship with the Society is that of a beaten wife toward her abusive husband.
Wake up, Yadirf!
AlanF