Hi Flower,
I sure hope that you find life more worth while these days.
Hugs,
TR
AWWWWW, CRAP!
Came across my old journal.......(for lurkers)
by flower 15 Replies latest jw experiences
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flower
TR, Most definately do!
flower
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seven006
Flower,
If I was there I'd give you a great big hug, then I'd knock you up side your head with a feather!
It is so good to see you continuing to figuring things out. You progressively grow with every post. It is good that you have your son. Your love for him will make you stop and think all the time. Your parent's and the JW's may look at him as a mistake but from what I can see he is the greatest thing to happen to you in your life.
My kids are the main reason I never pulled the trigger. They keep you going and put that very important smile on your face everyday. Well, at least until they want to borrow (and never pay back) fifty bucks and the car to go study at the library. I never knew library books were so expensive to rent. My youngest swears they are.
Kids, ya gott'a love'em.
Big hug little sister, I am damn proud of you.
Dave
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((flower))
I am proud of you, too. You have so much to offer anyone who is coming to terms with the borg and the heavy guilt it placed on you. Please keep posting your thoughts and how you are a true survivor.
Hugs,
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mouthy
((( Flower))) I read your post -So glad your still here.One of the young Mothers in our group took an overdose two days ago.She studied
with the JW-believed it all- was devastated when she relized it was not the truth.She is married to a man who was going to leave her if she remained a JW. Has two kids one 14 the other 12. She feels so guilty at Christmas, birthdays, Mothers day, Even though she relized they dont have the love they profess,But you see what it does to folks.She is pulling through. But now her husband tells me He is considering divorce- if she doesnt relize it is stupid- He has never been a JW( not a believer in anything religiously)Only those who have been there done that understands .I think someone may read your post
who was also thinking like you. I read some of my old diaries too, I was always talking of how I failed-If Jah would forgive me. Boy talk
about the blind leading the blind Thank GOD we have the blinders off.
You know my feelings about you darling- The gift God gave in that little boy to you is a gift indeed. Love ya. Grace -
flower
Grace, I'm very sorry to hear about your friend I hope she is ok. I'm glad she has you and your group because her husband never having been a witness probably will never understand her pain.
Thank you for sharing this with me. Yes, my son is a gift and one of the few things that make me question my views on god.
flower