I was on Prozac for about 10 years, and finally went off all meds about 18 months ago. The Prozac was causing me to have manic episodes, so they added a Bipolar medicine as well as a sleep aid, and the bipolar medicine made me dizzy & nauseaus.
So now I work really hard at exercising regularly, I take a lot of natural supplements including natural lithium & megadoses of omega upon advice of a homeopathic doctor. But I have been suffering since I was a young child. I don't feel motivated to do much, other than go to work every day and come home. I am getting SO bored with my job but it's a state job and I feel very lucky to have it so I don't plan on quitting, I need to put in another 8 years so I can retire & have my health benefits.
I am trying to figure out right now if I am really depressed, or just unhappy with my job. I can't seem to find a hobby or activity that brings me motivation & joy. I did join Toastmasters recently to help me overcome my fear of public speaking & increase my self confidence, and I do enjoy being part of the group.
I guess I want to know if anyone out there is trying to deal with depression in natural ways and if you have found things that work? I have researched it on the internet & feel like I have tried everything they say to do. I feel discouraged because I really don't want to go back on medication.
I think I need to take some classes. Anyway, don't mean to ramble but am feeling discouraged right now.