The current membership at the local Kingdom Hall is composed, roughly, of two classes of people.
I'm not talking about "anointed" and "other sheep" either!
The newcommers and newly converted are drunk on a headfull of doctrine fresh and robust that makes them stagger with self-importance.
They cannot wait to demonstrate how strong and faithful they are. They gladly embrace (in principle) the notion they are ready to die to prove how
spiritually strong they are.
The second group, however, is composed of older JW's who have been around the block several times with changed policies,
wrong interpretations and other disappointments. These people have taken a few blows to their wellspring of "certainty" and
are--while short of skeptical--certainly inwardly wary of absolute thinking.
The older JW's warily and suspiciously wait for Jehovah to knock some sense into the (collective) head of the Governing Body.
They count on it happening sooner or later. Call them the "Wait on Jehovah" gang!
They are like the wife who has taken a beating a few times who is promised by the
brutish husband the next day that he won't do it anymore and that he is sorry.
The first group of newcommers and newly converted have not yet considered how precious life is--their own or their loved ones.
They look upon life as a log of wood to be thrown into the bonfire of vanity Jehovah apparently requires of those who serve him.
They are martyrs-in-waiting looking for chances to leap into the flames and self-immolate for proof of their righteous zeal.
For them, Jehovah is a "what have you done for me lately" kind of god.
The older JW's nurse their wounds and grumble among themselves privately. These people know (even in their cognative dissonant thinking)
that something is wrong with the blood policy's erosions over time. The back peddling explanations have taken them to the point of confusion
and despair with making it logical to themselves or others. It is a "tune out and go along to get along" case of collapse of personal responsibility.
The Watchtower Society takes fully functioning human beings and treats them like pumpkins.
First, they hollow them out. Then, they carve them into a fake smile of agreement. What is left is not a human being but a Jehovah-o-lantern lit from within by "new light."
What a pitiful and cowardly waste of the human mind!