by metaspy 75 Replies latest jw friends
If you're in the bathtub, what is the noose connected to? Is it metaphorical?
I hope that by now you have gone to an emergency room or called a suicide hotline. I hope you check in again soon, although if you're in the hospital that isn't likely right now.
Please check in. We care about you. I read your threads. You have fought so hard. Don't give up now..... I know there are still great things in store for you. I am inspired by the courage you have shown on the storys you told. I read thread after thread and watched you blossom before my eyes. I applauded when you stood up to your mom. I cheered when you reconnected with your dad.
My heart broke for you when I read about Zelda.......
Please do not let this be the end of your story!!!!
You have friends here who care about you. Pm, call. Post....we are here for you.
Call a hotline.....Don't give up.. Happy Birthday
Missy
You are not alone. Reach out to someone you trust on this board. We want to help you.
Some years back, I lost my job to a not-very-competent woman who seduced my boss, was thrown out of my home (with my 19-year-old daughter and my 2-year-old granddaughter) by my then husband, had to have major surgery, had to work 2-3 jobs to survive, and I made it through.
You can, too. Take one day at a time. Get things into perspective. Call a suicide hotline. Have a few drinks to get relaxed. Save yourself! You are irreplaceable.
metaspy
Whatever trials & tribulations you are personally going through , just remember "Worse things happen at Sea"That was an article we came across when our world came crashing down around us which we kept referring to that lifted our spirits up during this difficult time. I wish I could recall it..
Seriously, that was an article both my wife & I read when we were going through a horrendous time in our life , that was outside of our control , and neither the elders , our so called freinds in the" truth" , or jehovah came to our aid or offered any encouragement .That was when we started to question what the religion was really all about,it was the beginning of the end for us on the one hand and a re-birth for us on the other hand.
Whatever you do, dont do anything rash that you cant undo.
I wish we had a site like this to confide in when we were going through "hell" in the early 90`s
Open up confide in ones you trust on this board through pm`s if you want privacy or in general .
Their are so many people here ,good people , who can empathise with you .
Please take advantage of their help.
smiddy
Metaspy, life it tough sometimes, we all go through rough patches. I am not familiar with your struggle, but I am no stranger to "tough and discouraging" situations. Things will get better,,, there has been a lot of good advice here and we do care.
Please, please, please metaspy let us know you are ok.
I just got back home, please check in and tell us you are okay. Trust me it will get better.
zed
Hang in there please meta. I am in Florida. What part of Florida are you from? I'd like to help if I could. PM me please. Florida is fricking huge, but maybe we get lucky and I'm not too far away.
Has any-one heard anything yet?
meta,
I sent you my phone number in a PM, please let me know you are okay when you can.
zed
