They're tired... sooooo soooo tired. They know it's all wrong but they keep telling themselves how wonderful it is. Almost as if they are trying to convince themselves. They don't really want to go out knocking on doors. They get themselves into automatic robotic mode so they can do it. They go to meetings but most of them miss loads. Those that go regularly are in robotic mode. It seems they don't really believe what they are being told. In my cong. both the WT overseer and his assistant are on holiday for the 'new light' WT. My elder hubby thinks that half the cong will be away for it.. why? 'Because nobody likes that sort of thing'... (his words). So many of my friends have gone from auxiliary pioneering regularly, pre studying for meetings, giving talks, commenting, regular meeting attendance.... to... nothing. Or as little as possible.... and not even feeling bad about it. Those that do feel bad about it have hundreds of 'reasons' why they are not doing anything...
And it's becoming infectious.....