Grappling with Conscience
A must read, I Wept by the Rivers of Babylon,A Prisoner of Conscience in a Time of War, is an important self-portrait of a naïve young man, Terry Walstrom, who in 1967 thought he was obeying his conscience when he refused to take up arms and kill. Inasmuch as he was a conscientious objector, Walstrom could have availed himself of noncombatant service in the military, but he was opposed to that arrangement. Under the circumstances, his Ft. Worth, Texas, draft board offered him alternative service to do “work of national importance under civilian direction” at Terrell State Hospital which he also refused.
At no time was Walstrom’s choice, “Go to Viet Nam or go to prison.” Rather, it was, accept community service or go to prison. This choice is really the heart of Walstrom’s narrative. Why didn’t he take what was offered?
Walstrom was one of Jehovah’s Witnesses and to them any community service work was merely a substitute for military service, therefore unacceptable. Later, he was stunned to learn that he had endured imprisonment along with unspeakable abuse and humiliation for an arbitrary religious policy. As he grappled with the aftermath of examining the whys of his choices and after researching the history of the religion he chose when a youngster, Walstrom realized that all of Jehovah’s Witnesses religious policies are not, as claimed, an option of conscience for believers.
Walstrom’s narrative bursts with perceptive self-scrutiny and thoughtful reflection on the issues of war and conscience mixed with wry humor. When the unapprised reader walks through the door into Walstrom’s world of personal discovery, upon exiting, this complex tale will be a cause for reflection concerning the harm a seemingly harmless religion has caused to believers and non-believers alike since its founding in 1879.
Barbara Anderson
The above Review is one I want to post on Amazon.com. Terry is one of our favorite writers here on JWN and his book is one of those, "Can't put down the book" stories. Over the many years we were JWs, Joe and I met quite a number of JWs that went to prison rather than in anyway serve in the military, but very few of them wanted to share their personal account of what happened in prison.
Thank you, Terry, for telling us about what usually nobody wants to talk about.