I have read a number of posts in the past few weeks from people who felt they had a heavenly hope and struggled with the issue "how do I handle the memorial" or "what will my friends think".
This interests me because I struggled with quite the opposite. I always believed I was of the earthly class and that is where my hope always was.
When I started going to a new church last year and hearing about a heavenly hope I really struggled with this. I couldn't imagine myself going to heaven - even if for a short time until the earth is made new. In fact, even though I am now a born again christian I still have a hard time picturing myself in heaven - and I wonder what the purpose of a resurection would be if I never died.
Are there any other born again christians out there who struggled with the "new to us" idea of going to heaven?