I am going insane sitting here in the meeting listening to this repetitive garbage!

by stuckinarut2 25 Replies latest watchtower beliefs

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  KateWild

  Good for you Ignoranceisbliss. Shutting down your brain is exactly what a cult wants it's members to do. They like having brainless drones.

  Keep your brain alert and formulate your exit plan. Watch your loved ones at the meeting, see how much they are involved. If they participate talk about their comments to test the water, if they don't participate this is good, they maybe on a brain shutdown too. Ask them how they feel about participating in meetings.

  Stay awake to WT rituals, and protect your brain.

  Take care

  Kate xx
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  punkofnice

  Sitting at the meeting on Sunday I realized that I have become an expert at shutting down my brain for two hours

  I used to sit there and wonder who the lights would fall on.
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  nancy drew

  I had to leave because I couldn't stand it anymore the talks began to make me sick
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  stuckinarut2

  Ok, so I have a temporary plan or game I will do to keep myself sane (while I am still in the fading stages and going to meetings)

  I will post here each time I am at the meeting, and share some of the classic comments and talk material with you all!

  This will no doubt keep my mind occupied and cynically active, and also give you guys all a laugh (or stressful recollections?)

  Here we go...... Time for some fun.....
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  baltar447

  Just go put your headphones on surf some porn on your mobile and jack it in the bathroom. I've done that lol.
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  KateWild

  I will post here each time I am at the meeting, and share some of the classic comments and talk material with you all!-stuckinarut

  LOL, there was another poster who did that, but he was on the platform reading the WT. He also had a beard. He stopped doing it after a couple of times. It's all well and good to have a laugh at meetings, but what you're really doing is cover up the fact you are stuck in a rut and you can't get out of it.

  Seriously I would advise you figure out an exit plan for your own sanity.

  Kate xx
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  ambersun

  I know the feeling! Also, don't you just dread those over zealous sisters coming up to you at the end when your brain is as numb as your backside from sitting on those godawful seats for two plus hours, and gushing "Wasn't that a LOVELY" meeting, did you enjoy it?" which isn't an actual question as it is a foregone conclusion in their minds that you must have found the whole thing as rivetting as they have done. Aaahhhgg!

  Sooo glad I don't have to go through that ritual any more
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  BU2B

  I sympathise with you my brother.. It is hard to sit there and hear all of the weak, manipulative, and mind numbing arguments week after week and even worse to see the audience gulp it down. Its also hard to hear the same canned magazine presentations and student tlks week after week.. It sucks to hear the ass-licking book study of YHWH, a horrible tyrannical work of fiction that hates everything and will kill kids for wizard toys into a loving charachter. The worst is the kool-aid WT study where the drones nod their heads and regurgitate the crap in the WT word for word like zombie parrots. \

  We must exit my friend.. Its like tearing off a band aid or jumping into a cold lake on a sweltering day. You just have to do it. I havent got the courage yet, because I have almost no friends and dont want my wife to leave me or worse, withdraw her love and care for me.. I need to get over that fear somehow and stand up for what I really know about the WT society.

  Staying at the KH will rot away our minds and sanity in the end..
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  DATA-DOG

  It really sucks. Our C.O was visiting. He spouts the same BS everytime. The SLAVE is exited about JW.Borg! The campaign will be " The Greatest Campaign Ever given!!!" If the SLAVE is excited, what does that tell us?!?!?

  Can we ramp up our apostacratic warfare to counteract this asinine campaign?!? Probably not! I am beginning to think there is no hope of effecting change right now. The R&F are rabid with dreams of the Big A! Surely, this is it!!! This fire needs to burn out! When NOTHING happens AGAIN, that may be a more prudent time to get away or help your family. Perhaps their mindless dedication and preaching will make them feel like big a-holes? The more they preach nonsense D2D, the greater chance they have of meeting someone who sets them straight! In other words, they may defeat themselves expending effort after foolishness!

  He who knows when he can fight and when he cannot, will be victorious. - Sun Tzu

  DD
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  BU2B

  DD, did the CO want to visit with you for a sheperding call? I always worry about that. I really dont like talking to them. COs are usually so into the WT mindset it disturbs me deep down. Like a peoples temple member.