I'm one that still attends while fully awake. It is a weird feeling. I went out in service this morning. I try to avoid that as much as possible. Rarely if ever do I do actual door to door work. usually just junk rvs or else the tract work. I despise the ministry. The meetings don't bother me much at all.
I justify it by knowing that this is temporary. I won't grow old in the Borg. My family is the only thing in this world that is important to me. I have to tread carefully as I proceed down this path.
I think that if I believed in a god and felt that the Borg was a false religion I might feel more urgency to get out of it quicker. But I don't.