Bttt... this is very interesting. I like how people here can have a respectful discussion about their various understandings.
I applaud the obvious restraint of some of the posters ( you know who you are) as they honestly share their many years of research. They understand that everyone here must make their journey at their on pace. Some things that seem so obvious now took time to be clear.
Those of you who are fairly new here, please keep an open mind. You have spent years learning how to repeat back what you have been taught without really thinking it through.
I would automatically repeat a pat answer that I was taught. I assumed the WT did the research needed and also had a special connection to the Holy Spirit, so everything they they wrote must be accurate. I didn't think I needed to research further. These seasoned posters on this site showed me how wrong that thinking was.
Op: Good for you. You are trying to discover what is true without the WT . Just remember you do not need the publications to still be influenced. It will take while to sort through what you thought was true and what you can prove to be true.
Good luck in your journey.
Miss.Fit