Awatcher:
freedom of choice: I CHOOSE to serve Jehovah with Jehovah's Witnesses. That's my CHOICE.
full of fear: of what? I don't fear anything except displeasing Jehovah.
fear of displeasing men: I have a PERSONAL relationship with Jehovah that SUPERSEDES any relationship I have with humans, and if any humans don't like it they can blow it out their ear.
never reaching the standard set: I set my own standards.
...wait for billions to die: we wish everyone would serve Jehovah and live, but most people don't want to serve Jehovah, and so He will take away the life that He gave them.
Point 1, an oxymoron there. What makes you convinced that JWs are serving the Almighty named Jehovah. Additionally by doing so you have many choices in your life taken away from you, they want to control your emotions and behaviour.
Point 2, how would you end up displeasing him? Who's rules and regulations are telling you what he requires. You know you can displease him by playing with a Sparlock toy, or not handing in a genuine report at the end of every month, or drinking the Kool-Aid.
Point 3, ah now I get it, you are serving the god that enjoys cruelty to humans
Point 4, no you do not wish everyone would serve him and live, that would be against the prophecies you believe in, JWs say there will be no mass conversion. What allegedly happened at the time of the flood, or at Sodom and Gomorrah?
Going back to the OP, I see in a roundabout way it has helped me to reason things in a logical way