There are two groups in the org..... the nobodies and everyone from pioneer, MS, elder on up. I think it's all about control and fear, control the nobodies and put fear into them so they stay. I am a JW, but the most wicked people and many of the most miserable people I have ever met have been JWs. The funny thing is, none of this has anything to do with scripture. The GB knows very well what they are doing, but I hope at least some of them have a little bit of heart. There has been so much pain and sufferering, the jws, for the most part, are so poor... it hurts me to see it. I wish, I really do, that the GB would set about a precedent for helping their own people....instead of having them suffer. Instead of 'apostasizing' everyone who leaves, just let them go....if they don't want to stay, fine. Why is the policy to shun? I don't understand. I hate it. I love the bible, and I have found that the teachings, for me. are as close to truth as it is possible to get...but, the shunning, spying, df'ing, cruelty, no education, poverty...where is that in the bible? All that is because of people, people wanting to control other people. At least that's the way I see it. I like animals more than I like people, animals are honest and loving and loyal.