I had a dream as a child. In the dream, my parents bought me the Millenium Falcon and the whole crew. The dream was so real, I just knew that I would awaken to find it gift-wrapped and waiting!!
It didn't happen. I feel sorry for all the JWs who go through life wishing for something that isn't happening. There is far more evidence that each one of us will grow old and die. EVERY SINGLE GENERATION before us has died. Why would it be any different for us??
Believe me, I would love to go back and be ignorant and happy. I almost could, except for the track record of the WTBTS's lies. This is a weird time for me, and perhaps for other doubters. If the WTBTS goes more mainstream and pretty much lets JWs do just about whatever they want, then why destroy my family to prove a point? Why not let them be happy and ignorant? Do I have the right to force knowledge upon them? Maybe they just can't handle it it? How much damage will I cause by preaching TTATT, and for what, to be a REAL XIAN??
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