Hi Kat, we're always here for you!
One more lost soul-boring story,dnt bother reading
by kat7302 13 Replies latest watchtower medical
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MrMoe
Your personal exp was by no means boring, that is what the board is here for. Consider it a support system of your peers, people who amazingly enough have all been in the same boat, people that understand what it is that you are feeling. Never EVER belittle your feelings, you have a right to share, a right to cry, a right to vent... so vent away! It is all part of the healing process...
This next statement is so very sad, but so very very true...
Having a judicial comittee and feeling forced to tell all leaves you without dignity and the one area of your life that maybe should be private
Kisses,
Amanda
Edited by - MrMoe on 13 July 2002 7:4:47
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kat7302
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kat7302
Thank you all so much for your responses. I apologise for my delay in getting back to you but for some reason, my password mysteriously changed????? I have no idea how I did that but there we go! I did try to reply several times. I was SO moved by all of your time and efforts in talking to me. In particular, the poem that was posted on here was very moving, Thank you for that.
Im still extremely confused. I dont seem to have any control over what I think or feel. It really feels Ive been this way forever but I promise I am working on it! I have good days. I suppose the thing is that noone ever really knows when Im having a bad day. I hide behind humour and laughter which may be a good thing or maybe not. Sometimes I think Im really on the mend then the next morning...bang-its back! The main point is that I try. Im learning that I cant change the past and go on blaming, Im just gonna try to be me. I really am working on that!!!!!
Now Ive figured out what the problem is I will definately keep up to date with everything.
Thank you all again, so much. Im really lost for words (give yourselves a round of applause for that!) so I will leave it as a simple thank you and let your own imaginations run wild!