by Beans 27 Replies latest social relationships
After leaving the only religion in the world, what are your views on sexual issues and have they changed more and more since the time you left the BORG? Did you go sexually crazy and try many different things? Did you find intrest in porn and want to experiment more?
As we were taught what was right and wrong, did we become sexual rebels upon our departure?
Beans
YES!
In my case, my views started changing before I lost interest in the borg... I was into porn before I left and that got me into trouble. (side note: but not into as much trouble as being seen with my DF'd cousin, go figure). I was 16 at the time (was brought up in the "faith") and within a year I had amassed a masive collection of porn mags, discovered the wonders of the internet, started dating 'wordly' girls, pulled a gun on my [so-called] dad and moved over 2500 miles away from home. I guess that sexually I didn't go hog-wild either... I lost my virginity with the girl I'm currently with... that was 3 years ago (guess I was just too much of a geek to try anything before).
So I guess I'm not a sexual rebel at all.... but to the eyes of the WT, I'm probably the devil-incarnate!
UMMMMM...I like porn, toys and experimentation
Spice of the sexually uninhibited class
I guess the WT should be using propaganda like this to prevent a sexual perversion.. LOL
It is kind of strange right after you get df'd. Since I came to believe that the wbts was an evil org. and not to be believed or trusted, this included anything and everything I had been taught and or believed. This also of course included all the sexual taboos and rules. So I set up another set of rules to live by that were more lenient and reflected what I had more or less felt were right at least for me all along.
So I guess you could describe me as a rather low key sexual rebel.
This brought to mind a rather odd thing that happened just after my dfing.
I come across one of the elders. A more sensible one. But I thought it strange that I had just been df'd and you might say kicked out of the borg, and he says only one thing to me. HI!! then a long pause and he says " you know you can't remarry now??" My answer was "yeah I know" all the while thinking " who the hell do you think you are? you kick me out and you still think you can tell me what to do? Since he was one of the more kind sensible ones I didn't tell him to fxxx of or any of the things I told the arrogant ones.
According to worldly standards I am not much of a rebel... But according to the GB, man, I am doomed!
Maybe we need to find you a naughty Apostate Guy to show you the Dark Side Vivamus!
Edited to add: By "Dark Side", I meant Apostate Guys who are so well hung that their weenusii eclipse the Sun!
Edited by - SYN on 22 July 2002 7:21:55
Oooh SYN, Now you're talking!!!!!
Hehe, Viv.
Vivamus, Apostates are better in bed!
