May I suggest, Prisila, that you change the way you think about this matter?
I suggest that you make it a purely intellectual excercize. The second you feel any emotion, any desire or fear either one motivating you to believe one way or the other, excise that feeling from your decision making process.
Be brutal with yourself.
Research, research, research (screw that "advertise, advertise, advertise" bullshit).
I think if you do that, you won't have even the smallest bit of doubt that it was anything but a load of untrue, unsupported crap which caught us unawares, or in a case like mine (born into it), indoctrinated as a naive little child.
Oh yeah, if religion falls, the earth itself will breath a sigh of relief.