Hi MarieK. And welcome. That's awesome!
I've been reading these forums for a long time too and only beat you by a few weeks in posting.
Thanks for your story hoping to hear more. Glad to hear your husband is "awake"
Here you'll find you can express your changing views as we all have while we learn. A great place to be updated and get links to subjects of interest.
Take things easy... Fade ever so carefully and gradually.
Welcome!