Welcome X and Bigred - great thread everyone.
Bigred wrote: My answer might seem generic and it is but at the same time it addresses the question: how deeply will you go for the truth? So many witnesses I have known either want simple answers to their questions or simply trust the judgement of others. That is, I don't know the answer but I know people who do and I think they are really smart. Which is how witnesses basically view the GB
Those last two sentences really hit home for me. Of my 40plus years as a witness - I would say that the first 20 were years where I had time to study and was up on "present truth". After that, business, married life, serving in the congregation really took it's toll - and what I did take in was swallowed whole without time for digestion. For instance, somehow, I totally fogged out on the extended discussion of why Jesus is not the mediator for the rank and file witness - the generations teaching, while mildly disturbing at the time, was just accepted because I was too busy, or could not take the time to research.
Where am I now? I believe there is a God, but am no longer sure of what he wants of me. I have respect for the Bible as a work of literature and source for some good - but do I believe it should NOT be used by men to predict the future, judge fellow humans as sinful and deserving of eternal death - NO WAY.
Bottom line, I am taking some needed time off from all religious thought - finding spirituality in the beauty around me.
Best wishes in your journey!
Mak
Edited by - Makena1 on 26 September 2002 20:2:50