Thank you for sharing, Somebody. I read your agonizing story of separation from the society. I hope this does not offend, but these events in my life remind me of Acts 2:17, 18 (NIV)
17 " 'In the last days, God says,
I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
your young men will see visions,
your old men will dream dreams.
18 Even on my servants, both men and women,
I will pour out my Spirit in those days,
and they will prophesy.
Perhaps such dreams are just our way of puzzling through difficult problems, but even so they sure are powerful. Wisdom is not the exclusive domain of a few men in Brooklyn.