Yes I did it all! studied! had 10 book studies,( 6 became JWS) I truly believed it was Gods channel-
When they kicked me out- I had it all in my head!!! I was Judas!!!!I really believe Jehovah had ousted me. Didn't have a CLUE to any thing wrong with the BORG( only that I couldnt believe Jesus came in 1914 that is all.)
But thanks to some Christians & a couple of exJW -I learned fast!!!!!!!!Now I really have such a love for them- because I realize they are as blind as I was.Thank God I am free.I cant look at a WT or Awake. It is like an Alcoholic - -mustnt touch it- else I get very ill......It is poison.....