Hang in there Yeru.......... things will work out , you are a good man, and Liza will see, all that even more, when she is better,just how good she has it.
I know if I got sick , my husband would make sure that I got the help I needed, regardless of what I did to hurt him, that says alot about a person. I think we should give our each other a little compassion and wonder what would happen to us if we were ever in your shoes and Liza's. I really think to be merciful and open minded is the best way to be. That is the way I would like to be , if this happened to me, then at least what ever happend , I would feel that I was a good person for helping someone I care about. Deciding to spend the rest of your life with Liza is something you will know when things progress on,,,,,,,,, it is a waiting game that I bet is not easy on you or her.
Sending you and her both thoughts and prayers,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Dede