You know when I first left the org. I thought if I was going to die...then I'll live life to the fullist.Every weekend was full of parties...drinking...smoking...whatever else came my way. But even that wasn't fullfilling after awhile.
Then I decided that if this wasn't what an ex-JW was supposed to do...then I would try the other way. The dreaded apostacy. And you know the joy that I have found the sense of purpose...far surpasses the psudo-joy I had as a JW.
So yes I believe that there is an eternity. And maybe we dont' have the answers.But I know that God does and he will make it far better than I can imagine. I prefer to just live my life and leave the rest up to Him. He always has my best interest at heart anyway...
JAM