Now we are getting somewhere. For me and many others the real questions began after the spell of "belief" was broken. How do I protect myself from rushing to erroneous conclusions once again. What do I believe? How do I fill my life with meaning again? I read the personal philosophies of non-believing persons and found that they lead fullfilling and contented lives so I knew my life was not doomed to despair and vice as is so often feared. I just needed a new code to live by. Years of mental retreat had dulled my critical thinking skills.My involvement with the Skeptic Society has helped in this greatly. Skeptic does not mean cynic. Skepticism is an approach to learning that most would endorse but few practice. It is the application of reason to any and all ideas, the vigorous use of scientific method to test claims. This new philosophy coupled with a renewed interest in human welare through peaceful political means has made my mission in life more clear. The most reprehenible aspect of the JW thelogy is it's cultivated apathy tward human suffering. I say cultivated because while we may have momentary feelings of pity we detatch ourselves and justify our uninvolvement through the mental device of a future divine cure.
Good things come to those who read. But reading the conservative first equips us to analyse the more radical.On the topic of "god" this applies. ASK SELF:How do nonbelievers logically dismiss the "evidence" that I find persuasive? Is there more to their understanding of the world than I know? Are my gut feelings adaquate to answer life's important questions? A couple good books, The Moral Animal, Why We Are the Way We Are by Robert Wright (1995). And an eye opening book:Religion Explained, The Evolutionary Origins of Religious Thought by Pascal Boyer (2001). The latter book is a bit technical but readable if motivated. I think the second book shoud be read after the first as it is related but a finer application of the methods introduced in the first book. You will not see life the same. It is bit disappointing to demystify some things but ultimately it benefits us and the world if we understand human nature better.