What could it be.....

SheilaM

After leaving chat last night, I was in bed snuggled next to thunderrider thinking
One of the group had been doing blurbs of Kingdom songs, I DON'T remember any songs, or any scriptures or hardly any names of the books, I don't remember quotes from the stage or comments made by others. I don't know if it is so painful that I block it all out or what. When I was growing up before the dub's I could still quote chapter and verse now I struggle with just the basic jest of the Bible.

Have any of you ever felt this way? I feel like over 16 years of my life is mostly a fog, some things come through strong but thinking of the conventions all I can remember is vague images.

Maybe this is a good thing I don't know but I wanted to see what you all thought. I was so suprised last night when I saw the blurbs of songs being quoted and KNOWING I should know that song. I can remember lyrics to songs I've heard once 25 years ago. I have a great memory for music......errrr

Windchaser

Hi, Sheila. For me, it's like riding a bike. I can go to a bible and still find scriptures, but would rather crochet.

You probably don't remember the music, because that is a very loose term for the mind-manipulating stuff we endured for years. I tend to block a lot out, too. They lied to us and we lived their lie. Why dwell on it?

SheilaM

Wind:

I crochet too taught myself, I'm working on a rug right now out of the scrap yarn!!! Yes, I guess it just freaks me out that I could block so much out

Nikita

Yes, I feel this way too! I remember some pleasant times I had with friends, but songs that we sang and their books and their interpretation of scripture -that is all foggy! Someone mentioned the song "From House-to-House" in another thread and all of a sudden the melody came back to me! It was like a whole other place and time for me.

Nikita

Windchaser

Sheila, that is way cool. If I send ya a dish cloth, would you send me patterns for the rug (a great idea for scrap yarn) and the penis warmer? Please e-mail me.

A nun at my high school taught me how to crochet, but I don't even hold the hook 'correctly' now. I just ordered a couple crochet books (I doubt there will be penis warmer patterns in either of them).

It's a great way to stay sane. One of these days I'm gonna get back to painting, which really seemed to center me when I was younger. I love crocheting dish cloths (and, eventually penis warmers) for my friends for now, though.

SheilaM

Nikita: Yes it just seems so weird doesn't it, like another time another place another life

Windchaser: Who won't give up on the Willy warmers LOLYes I will e-mail you the pattern for the rug and the warmer LOL When I taught myself I just bought the learn how to books and viola!!! here I am making all kinda of things.

Farkel

windchaser,

: Sheila, that is way cool. If I send ya a dish cloth, would you send me patterns for the rug

If you send me a dish cloth, I'll send you the patterns for an AC Shelby 427 Cobra. You can build it and send it back to me as a return favor!

It'll cost you about 90 grand to build, but the "patterns" for it will save you about five or ten bucks. What do ya think?

Farkel

SheilaM

Farkel:

LOL Hmmm I will really try hmmm how long do you think it would take me to build

Introspection

It could be you're forgetting the stuff. What's cool to me is that I can now look at parts of the bible that witnesses used to quote a lot and see a completely different meaning or another side of it. I don't actually read the bible either, but being on this board this stuff just comes up - so the same thing from the past has a different meaning.

Windchaser

Farkel, hahahahahah I'll send you a dish cloth, but do you have any other patterns handy?

Sheila, doesn't sound like too good a deal to me. If you DO build it (what is it, anyhow, a gun? mmmmm I could make penis warmers for guns...), maybe you could send me left over parts and the instructions, k?

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