Welcome 'therealtruthsayer' , thanks for sharing.
This is the first step, and it will be interesting for you to see some of the other 'hidden truths' you were not allowed to see. Thankfully, you have been able leave the Borg. If you haven't already, reading back into some of the old postings on here, will really open your eyes. The stories and anecdotes from people who have been with the WTBTS for many years, will give you the real nitty-gritty on many topics.
As for me, I don't necessarily share the viewpoints of everyone on here, but respect it nonetheless.
With me, the concept of Jehovah and Jesus, doesn't resonate with me, period.
For some, it does. That's OK, for them.
But yeah, I used to think about what you stated regarding a so-called 'loving god killing off non-jws etc.' - that used to bug me, alot.
Not anymore. I'm not afraid of Armageddon, because I don't believe in it.
As for the dentist? Well....that's another story. Take care TRTS.
btw animal? enjoy your posts