Larc,
Being of about the same vintage as you and feeling I have another few, well maybe even 30, more good years ahead, I can't see not taking the view Sentinel expressed. I don't fault you for what ever you chose to do or attitude to take, but from my experiance reading your posts over the past three years, I can't believe you will not be engaged in a form of search for reality. Notice I avoid the term "truth".
best regards,
carmel