Why don't victims tell about their abuse.

by Lady Lee 45 Replies latest watchtower child-abuse

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    A while ago I posted an essay "Why do we tell our stories?" http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/forum/thread.aspx?id=32755&site=3 This is why we wait so long to do that

    In the world victims remain quiet about abuse. The shame of sexual abuse and the feelings of guilt about it push most people to not talk. Years ago (don't know if this still applies) mothers would say they wouldn't want their children to have to talk about this in a court of law. If it is still the case, then there is one basis for not reporting.

    There is a natural tendency on the part of victims to want to forget about the abuse, put it in the past and move on. A defense mechanism called denial can take many forms causing them to think that if they dont think about it or talk about it the memories will go away. They wont but most victims will give that a good try.

    People naturally dont want to admit they are vulnerable; not to the abuser and not to the fears that arise after the assault. Talking about it highlights ones vulnerability. Denial will try to cover this vulnerability up by allowing the person to think they can handle it alone.

    Victims also think they are stupid for trusting the abuser. Few people want to admit this vulnerability.

    Trust is shattered after an assault. Often the abuser gives messages, both verbal and non-verbal, that no one will believe the victim because the victim is a child and the abuser is an adult who has a lot more credibility. And if someone does believe her/him they, the child. will be blamed. The abuser may also openly tell the child that the child is responsible because they "seduced" the adult who could not restrain himself. The abuser attributes a power to the child that is unreasonable but the child does not know that and since they feel powerless will grab on to this form of denial to feel powerful even if it is an illusion.

    Victims also dont tell because they are afraid, of losing their family, their home, and even a certain safety from the outside world. Lets face it, if your own family abuses you then what can you expect from strangers who are supposed to be even more dangerous?

    And some victims dont tell because they have been threatened with death or further harm. Their loved ones or possessions can be threatened. Some children believe that if they tolerate the abuse they can protect others in the family.

    Abusers pick their victims well. They look for passive characteristics that make them feel secure that the child wont talk and if they do no one will believe them. They are masters at reading who might be the most vulnerable and have the least support. Then they use all kinds of mind control techniques on their victims (and we all know about those and how effective they are) to get the child to comply with their demands. Stop and think if those techniques are so effective on adults, just how powerful do you think they are on a child?

    Once a child discloses the abuse to an adult, the adult will go through all the same reactions guilt, shame, fear, denial, etc. Many will also feel anger and want something done.

    Now place this victim in a JW family who believes that the world is controlled by Satan and there is no justice in the world. As the mother you dont want your children to have to tell this to the police and or sit in a courtroom and have to testify. You have been taught to deal with problems inside the congregation by going to the elders when you cant deal with this personally. You have been taught that the elders can deal with all situations. Since you are now in crisis mode you will listen to a friendly elder, someone you know and trust for help during this time. What could be more reasonable?

    So you talk to the elders and trust them when they say they will take care of it. You dont anticipate that your child will have to sit in front of people they know and their abuser and have to answer a list of probing questions. You trust they know what they are doing. They were appointed because they are "wise" and you believe it. And you trust them.

    Until it is too late. Now your child is even more traumatized. You have no desire to put her through this again with the police. You have been told there is nothing the elders can do because he denies it. And you are threatened to be quiet, wait on Jehovah, or risk a judicial committee for slander. So now the whole family is in even more crisis than when the child first disclosed.

    And then denial kicks in and you find all kinds of reasons to wait and do nothing. How could you have trusted the accused with your child? Whats wrong with you that you couldnt see what was going on? How could you have trusted that the elders would actually do something besides make things worse? Guilt and fear and shame take hold of you as the parent. And you sit and wait for Jehovah to deal with it.

    The child gets no help. The family gets no help. There is no justice. And no where to go. And the abuser is free to find another victim. Even worse he still has access to the victim he already has. And she is trapped in her silence imposed by fear and guilt, by denial and threats and now by the elders. She is trapped and alone. No wonder these stories take so long to come out.

  • Warrigal
    Warrigal

    Thanks, Lady Lee. That sums it up beautifully. Too many victims are told that they won't be believed if they tell and they fall for that story. It is truly heartbreaking that the very people they turn to for spiritual support are the ones enslaving them in the cycle of abuse.

    Warrigal

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    Thanks Warrigal - (nice to meet you)

    The inequality of the relationship is so unfair. Children have less power, less information and less ability to understand this from the adult perspective. They are pushed into behaving in adult ways and then get punished for not understanding what is happening to them.

    In the JW world this is magnified so that a child who might be believed and supported in the world gets no support from the very ones she/he trusts the most - the elders. I knew this. I got support when my non-JW father was arrested for abusing me. Then later when my mother got involved with the witnesses and my step-father abused me I got "punished" by being sent away with no support whatsoever while he got to stay in the congregation as an "innocent" man. Sick - just plain sick

  • Simon
    Simon

    I remember reading something in the context of the mentally ill in places like ex-communist countries which was that you can judge a society by how they treat the most vulnerable ones.

    based on this, the WTS society is not the paradise on earth that they claim.

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    Simon Your children are safer because you left this "paradise"

    The borg has no respect, or compassion for the vulneralbe ones - the exact opposite of Jesus taught

  • Brummie
    Brummie

    Ladylee your posts are very good. You aught to write a book sharing your thoughts, I'm sure many would benifit.

    Brummie

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    Actually Brummie I'm working on a couple of books and yesterday I got the number of an author that gives critiques of manuscripts and suggestions about marketing and publishing

    Thanks

  • mouthy
    mouthy

    Lee!!!! Great posts!!! See ! Now why it happened to YOU!!!? The door closed !!! God opened the window for you to let FRESH AIR -in for those who have gone through what you have. Go Girl!!!!

    ( see I can brag- she is "sort of" one of my family) lol very removed but close anyway!!!!lol

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    Grace - always nice to have a cheering section (((Grace)))

    Good thing I learned to crawl through windows when I was a kid

  • Brummie
    Brummie
    Actually Brummie I'm working on a couple of books and yesterday I got the number of an author that gives critiques of manuscripts and suggestions about marketing and publishing

    Now THAT is good news Ladylee, pursue it to the max. With abuse becoming discussed more and more and so many victims beginning to talk there is a need for informative information and support. So many are not on the internet and I reckon you have a lot to offer those who need help.

    Brummie

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