Cat Cat welcome to the forum. I was a JW for 10 years until one day parked under a tree next to a school yard eating my lunch, taking a break from my pioneer door to door service........... I watched young children at recess playing and having a good time and so forth.
Then I realized that our God........ Jehovah was going to kill everyone of them at Armageddon if they didn't become JW's. And I thought ....that was nonsense! What the heck kind of religion was I in? And pretty much just like that........... I knew it wasn't the 'truth'......... it was a monstrosity and that was it for me.
I could smell the stink on this religion and with my wife we got out....walked away. Overnight we were devalued going from a brother and sister conditionally loved and respected.......to nobody. Best decision we ever made LOL. Being a JW is proclaiming that you are an ignorant person.
Some fifty years later we still live a life well lived, volunteering in our community, loved by many ...........while in our small city the JW's are ignored as meaningless people....... if not ignored............ then despised as a pedophile protecting doomsday cult.
If you have arrived here wanting something better in your life then do something you may have not done in your life.......... read and think and question........ then speak.