Brummie, the library is just 2 doors down from the missions, not hard to miss at all.
Library? Isnt that were you get all the maps, advice and directions to local hospitals, industries and books of the area? These things are only hard to miss if your not looking for them, and they are all just 2 doors away from you. Alternatively you could ask the people you are now living with how to get to these places, surely they know the area. Perhaps its not going to take you "a while" after all.
All the best, as hard as it seems right now it looks like things are beginning to work out for you. I heard an encouraging statement a while ago.." A tree is stripped of all leaf during winter, but in summer it will stand in all its glory again" Whatever you have lost is temporary, sometimes we have to be stripped bare of everything before we can begin to grow into something better. Having experienced this, it makes good sense to me.
Brummie