Sandy,
Just wanted to let you know. You will be on a roller coaster of emotions for a long time, while doing your research. If you are like me. You will go through stages of doubting even after you see the proof right in front of you.
Just know, that we will be here for you when you need us. I am not the smartest here on the forum by far, but I am a good listener if/when you need one.
WH