I'm not at the point of being an atheist, but I do feel that I'm ignorant of God's purpose for humans.
And your not alone. How can a person pursue anything.....when you have doubts about the bible being God's word?
For me....my doubts are gone about that subject and I feel good about it. No loving God would do the things the bible has said he has done and will do. He hasn't shown his face in all our troubles.
BTW....it's nice to see your name again here as it seems it's been awhile.
Gumby