You are all 100% correct, it is my fault, all of it.
It’s my fault that he decided that he knew better than a psychiatrist and stopped taking medication so he could try mushrooms. It’s my fault that I didn’t warn him that coming off ssri’s isn’t withdrawal but makes you feel lousy. It’s my fault that mushrooms will not fix him problems, hell marijuana and other drugs haven’t over the years.
It’s my fault that when he falls in a “mental health crisis” again without proper medication. It’s my fault that he seems to be looking for a quick fix for his problems rather than look inside himself.
It’s my fault that he is the victims victim, even victims are victimising him. It’s also my fault that in none of the medical records that he provided to the court did a professional even mention anything to do with me.
It’s my fault that his case is “glacially slow” because of the Croatian court system and NOT because he chose to go and play with mushrooms as a priority to “obtaining justice for himself and his children”. It’s my fault that he failed to provide any evidence to the court as to “why” the facts that I stated are lies.
its my fault that he lost so much money through patreon, even the ones that clearly stated “because you cheated on your wife”. It’s my fault that outside of Lloyd’s world having sex with a sex worker is still cheating.
It’s my fault that people know more about his personal business directly from him than any other source. It’s my fault that his girls will know exactly what kind of a man Lloyd is because he has never once said a god damb word about his personal business.
I am sorry.