JH;
I think about it two times a day since the last 28 years
You think about it?
I think I'm damn lucky not having any sexual hang-ups from growing up as a Witless. Despite my English background I have no nudity tabboo, no problems with whatever consensual activities other people get up to, a good sex life (the sort where me and my gf laugh silently together with flashing eyes whenever anyone says 'sex isn't important in a relationship'), and wonder why (most) porn is such an issue.
When I consider the guilt I was put through for having completely normal desires as a teenager... it makes me sad really. And if anything, not having normal teenage relationships was even worse.
When my JW marriage broke up (when I walked away) the truncated youth I had meant that I starteded having 'teenage relationships' then, as I was emotionally stunted and completely (shudderingly, embaressingly) clueless about women. Quantity became more important than quality and I was a bastard at times.
It took about five years before I managed to fastforward my emotional age to chronological one, as much as it can ever be.
*blows rasberry, sticks tongue out, and runs off*