I’m interested in what the New Testament says for its own sake. Having considered it a lot, I have come to the view that Jesus himself would have been astounded that others equated him with God.
SBF, I couldn't help but notice that you did not provide any scriptural references to support your "view".
His earliest followers viewed him as a messenger from God
Sure, like is own brothers who didn't believe him "early" on? (John 7: 5)
Why would you identify with people "early" in Jesus ministry and not those "later" in his ministry that witnessed his resurrection and viewed him as God?
"And Thomas answered and said unto him, My Lord and my God."
The Bible indicates that all three Persons of the Trinity were involved in Jesus’ resurrection. Galatians 1:1 says that the Father raised Jesus from the dead. First Peter 3:18 says that the Spirit raised Jesus from the dead (see also Romans 1:4, and note that Romans 8:11 clearly says that God will resurrect believers “through His Spirit”). And in John 2:19 Jesus predicts that He will raise Himself from the dead (see also John 10:18). So, when we answer the question of who resurrected Jesus, we can say God did. And by that we can mean it was the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
This has been bedrock Christian doctrine for 2000 years. Would you like to see references from the "early" church leaders, some personally trained by the apostles who often spoke of Jesus as God. I've got plenty of those references too.