At this moment the most "loving and zealous" couple in my cong. are being -pardon my language-real bastards to me,the wife looking at me with pure hatred on her face,the husband is writing angry letters to me,demanding me to pray,count my blessings and come to the KH-because"paradise is just around the corner".
If they are the most loving and zealous, I bet the rest of the congregation is really scary.
Congratulations on making your decision and being firm in your choice! Do you still have family that are JWs? Is there some reason you do not wish to come out and disassociate yourself (in order to stop the harassment?)? I can tell you, if it was me they were calling on all hours of the day and night, it would be a very short time before I decided I didn't care if no JW would speak to me! Your situation may be different, however. Keep us informed about how it is going. Don't be afraid to ask the board for advice or just vent!
Hallo viktoria! Welcome and I bet its nice being out of the shadows huh? Enjoy your time here as there are lots of good people to meet and share your experiences with.