Some of you know the work issues I went through last year. I worked at a company that was pretty new (a dot com) but owned by two huge corporations that will never run out of money. Anyways, the two men I worked with were the biggest backstabbing, unethical people I've ever met. They had no qualms about cheating our customers out of money during contract negotiations. On top of that, they were both pretty chauvanistic and HATED that I was a female working in a male-dominated industry. The mental and emotional turmoil was endless and I ended up resigning last August after 18 months. Since then I've waited tables and temped. Things were really tight, but bills were paid and we ate. Besides, I needed the emotional down-time to heal from the abuse.
In March I found a temp job that paid REALLY well with a company that was doing very well. (Pharmaceutical company) I started the job knowing it was a 90-day temp-to-hire position. It was an executive level administrative position that gave me a lot of freedoms and responsibility. The two directors I supported are GREAT! The two other admins I work next to are GREAT! Everything in the job seemed suited to my skillset and I did a good job. Everyone said they were thrilled I was there and couldn't wait to get me fulltime. I felt I had found my new career home. So what's the problem, you ask?
Three weeks ago, both of my directors (ahead of schedule) submitted requests to our corporate headquarters to get me on full-time. It was rejected due to lack of budget. (Yeah right! One of my directors spent $20K on a 10-person 2-day meeting last month without batting an eye-lash!) Well, two weeks ago, one of the divisions I support had a major reorg...and it's not done...more changes are coming. I've found out this is just the beginning of a massive company-wide reorg. (I've just learned McKinsey & Company have been hired. Ugh.) The earliest they said would be August before I got budgeted in. Three more months! I thought "No biggie. I'll just wait it out. It pays WAY more than any other temp job."
This past Monday one of my directors resigned. He resigned because he said there is some illegal activity going on. Contracts are being made with some of our clients that go against government rulings. If they knew, we'd be under MAJOR investigation by the Department of Justice. He gave me details as to how he feels our company is in jeopardy of investigation. I was surprised and scared. He is a wonderful man and I have no reason to NOT believe him. Complete honesty is a trait of his I've noticed myself. He said he knew he was in for a fight when he wrote his resignation. That he anticipated if they didn't correct the issue, that he would have a lawsuit on his hands. He said he doesn't mind being a whistle-blower. One of our products is a controlled substance, which the FDA regulates. The contracts I'm mentioning, my director claims go completely against FDA regulations.
Today this director was "checked out" by management. (The return of laptop, car keys, ID badges, etc.) After he left, the admins in the office (me and the other girls) were instructed to lock his office, send his computer to headquarters, and NOT to discuss this with anyone else in the company, for the "security of the company." If anyone asked about him, we were to say "He is no longer with the company" and give NO MORE details. Later next week, a representative from headquarters would be here to "clean out his office."
*sigh*
Why is it there is so much corruption in the corporate world? Why is it I always seem to have to work for the companies that do it? I'm so tired of it. I haven't personally done anything wrong, but I hate the idea of supporting a company that isn't on the up and up. It makes my skin crawl.
I've wanted to get my photography business off the ground, but I have no idea how to do it. I know I have talent. I know I can do this good enough to make money out of it. The idea of starting my own business scares the bejesus out of me and I have no clue where to begin. I just know that I am tired of working for companies that are only concerned with making money and don't care how they make it. Is there no honesty in the corporate world anymore? Is it all like this?
Thanks for listening. If you've gotten this far in this post I truly appreciate your patience. I'm so depressed. This totally sucks.
Andi