Im not an atheist, makes no mathematical sense, nor does the Buy(more) Bull(shit) god make any logical sense... maybe a deist on my best day, in the end you cannot get something from nothing, paradox if you ask me... but in reality I just dont care. While in, and moving out of the cult, its like a roller coaster, emotionally, yet, for me, over time, I just take it one day at a time, and if appeasing some special deity is required, well I guess I failed. lol
Christianity in of itself is a logical fallacy. Religion is a product of time and place... I just don't understand why some leave and embrace other wacky shit, or remain in the umbrella belief system of Christianity etc.
Wondering how we got here, wasting time on pleasing a deity... I veered away... maybe for some, they need a crutch...