I realized that I could not teach my children about my own personal beliefs. At various times, in the watchtowers, you will read that if you have persisting doubts, to wait on Jehovah as he will fix it in due time. This either means that you will eventually understand things as the watchtower does or that the watchtower will get new light that confirms your own belief.
Problem with this is that you are expected to remain silent about your "doubts". Hence, you are not allowed to teach these to your own kids. Finaly, they use the expression: Your kids belong to Jehovah. Understanding that to them, Jehovah, Jehovah's Organization, Faithful slave and Governing Body are all synonymous, for the same point of authority, this means that I am expected to give over my children's education to 8 strangers in new york where most of them don't even have kids of their own.
Not willing to hand over my kids so easily, I have left the organization.