My dearest dreariest kes - someone sent you here to speak? Whow ho ho - did that ever crack me up. You should go back and tell the dear lord that both you and he made a terrible boo boo - he, for sending a clown like you, and, you, for even believing the crap that you outpoured at the start of this thread.
If you look left I believe you will see what could very well be an image of similar persons seeking their inner self through prayer.
cheeses - let us prey for one another.