Let me first say, that I no longer believe in the God of the bible, nor in Jesus, nor that the bible itself is anything other than what most of you understand to be nothing more than myths, stories etc., put together by a small group of priests to help control the flock.
I have not posted on here for years, although I check in every day, the conclusions I have come to in my journey after leaving the JW's are the following, just based on my personal research, not that this is the ultimate truth I don't believe anyone has access to that, at least not yet;
I do believe in a creative force of some kind, not a benevolent creator as described in many religious traditions, I don't think it watches over us in the classic sense, but I do think it has intervened at times to put certain things in motion (ie., certain inventions, knowledge and people that have come along in history, when reading how about them, it seems there was some force guiding things to achieve the final outcome which made major impacts in the world we know today)
If we are eternal spiritual beings living a human experience (Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian L. Weiss, M.D.), which is the conclusion I've reached after reading not just that book but also about children with past life memories and many other sources, then what goes on here on earth would make so much more sense, there is positive and negative things happening, if we are eternal and get to come back after death to live endless lives why would we choose to only know what it's like to be bad, or good, or rich or poor, or healthy or sick and so on. Would we not choose to experience all that there is, if no matter what we experienced it is only that, an experience? I also do believe that either spirit beings or something at times assists humans, I have experienced it myself, I don't know why some people and not others, it doesn't make sense to me. I know that this idea will seem really out there for many, and I like I said, who really knows the ultimate truth, it just makes more sense to me.
You guys are all so awesome! I so enjoy reading what you all have to say.