I just didn't believe in it, found it boring, redundant, and made little sense, but the biggie was the double standards of SO MANY PEOPLE.
After I left, I was managing a nightclub, and some JW's would come in, and after watching and listening to them, I vowed I would never go back.
In a way I wish I would of hung around a little bit longer (can't believe I'm saying that).
Had I been at the assembly / meeting / watchtower study when they came out with "new light" on the generation will not pass away idea, (1995) I swear I would of lost it.
Even after I left, That was the only idea that I really believed in, I thought it was brillant. But lo and behold, they were wrong AGAIN.