So my mom calls me up today here at work and asks me how things are going. She goes on about the usual stuff, latest gossip, and other things I don't really care to hear about. She asked me how I am coming along in my "studies" with my assigned elder. (What studies? Elder who?) I told her that we never met for any studies - I didn't say anything, and he never asked to meet up. I did say that I was still waiting for a response from the Society to my letter that I had sent in a while ago. Jeez, that was April or May. We would then go over some of the points made by the Society if they attempted to answer any of my questions.
She also asked if I was still "hunting for news articles that blackball the Society." I told her that I didn't need to hunt for them - they usually appear on the front page of many news sites. Somehow she veered into asking me if I have been reading any apostate literature from the library or elsewhere. I asked her to define apostate literature. She said, "anyone that writes negatively about the WTS." Well, if you put it that way, no. I told her that anything I send to her via email is either a news article or quotes taken directly from Jehovah's own mouthpiece.
She feels that I am being too critical of the Society.(duh) But when I sent her the quote from the WT saying to "critically examine it's contents," she didn't say much. (email is great...i can send off wt quotes in an instant!) At the end of our conversation I asked her if reading the WT pubs was equivalent to reading apostate material. She said, "NO!" I then asked her why she gets so defensive when I send her quotes from the WT pubs. She says I take it out of context and twist it around to fit my ideas. Gee, where have I heard that line before? I so badly want to tell her that the Society's own pubs are more damning than ANY "apostate" literature could ever be. Besides, how many here consider the pubs the True Source of apostate reasoning? You only need to go back about ten years to find "apostate" thinking, ideas that if you stuck to today would merit your df'ing.
So do you really need apostate literature? I don't think you do. The publications do just fine.