Humbled: There is a big, BIG, difference between Roman Catholic liturgy and the far more ancient liturgy of Judaism--which is far more ancient by thousands of years.
Roman Catholic liturgy may have been designed to create an emotional impact, but Jewish liturgy was designed to educate and instruct, to keep a culture alive and going. It was not designed to subvert like the Catholic liturgy you describe.
To illustrate: If it were not for the Jewish liturgy, some of my people would have been extinguished by the Catholics during the Spanish Inquisition. Instead, the Crypto-Jews kept it alive and practiced it secretly for some 500 years, even managing to keep their language of Ladino alive halfway across the world as they were chased from Spain to the Americas--all the while handing down their cultural identity from generation to generation despite hatred, death threats, antisemitism and persecution by means of the Jewish liturgical services the Crypto-Jews attributed to memory.
Call me condescending if you want. That doesn't mean I'm wrong in anything I've said. We might not appreciate the way something is said to us, but that doesn't make what is said to us any less valuable. Exercise, medicine, and often the truth hurts.
And as for a college education, well, Humbled, you need it. And it is possible. If you can't afford it yourself, there should be avenues available for you somehow. A college education does not offer a moral value, you're right there. What it does offer, however, is a value in critical thinking, a value in freedom to become something more than what you are now.
Hate me. Despise me. Call me names. Call me condescending. I couldn't care less. But I am right. You need an education. It is a possibility. It's always a possibility. It's never impossible. The only thing holding you back from getting one is you. If you fail to get one, since you say you did not grow up as a Jehovah's Witness, then the only person who is failing here is you.
With a screen name like "Humbled," I am sure you are someone who is definitely up to the challenge. I am sure you will not fail to become something and someone greater than you are now. Don't fail to get all the education you can possibly get.