Hey, sweetie,
You know, we all understand how hard things are for you right now. Moving away from everyone you know and love, and having a family unwilling to talk to you because they are brainwashed by a cult is enough to depress even the strongest of us. The thing about drinking is, it can sneak up on you. Before you know it, every few days turns into every other day, turns into everyday, etc. I REALLY don't think you have a problem right now. That doesn't mean you never could, heck, any one can develop a problem. What you need is redirection. I know how much joy you found in volunteering before, and I officially prescribe a volunteer program for you. It will allow you to do good for others, thereby reaffirming your self worth. It really does feel good to help others, doesn't it? I love that feeling, that's why I started donating blood.
I am always here, as you know, and I am going to PM you my home and work numbers again just in case you want to chat. Just remember, I am on Pacific Standard Time, so don't accidentally call me at 4 in the morning
smooches,
Happyout