JEHOVAH!
Ah shit, I just fell out of my chair.
by ignorance is strength 12 Replies latest watchtower beliefs
JEHOVAH!
Ah shit, I just fell out of my chair.
CZAR,
Thanks for your thoughts. I have never thought of calling God another name - something personal to me. Maybe I am just dumb or too easily led, but I would have been afraid to do that in the past as I thought it was blasphemous. And as for being 'too far gone', you are right, it is the influence of the WTS coming out. I have been a misfit for so long, seeing everyone else in the KH doing so well and being so spiritual when I felt numb inside. I was so convinced there was something defective about my personality because I felt nothing when prayers were said at meetings or even when I prayed. I really need to start all over again.
Congratulations on getting married by the way!
Terri
Czar
If it works, do it. The mind is very powerful. A person who is messed up, a literal magnet for bullies, can have the same affect by doing things such as visualisations or chanting w his mind.
SS